Wednesday, March 16, 2016

Throwback #1 Western Europe








Sometimes,
you just need to pause and look back
to reflect on things you've done so far.

* * * * *


Breathtaking view on my way to Bruges.
I enjoyed every sec of the train journey, as we passed by the small towns, houses with nice backyard and green farms.
Bruges is a very beautiful town, full of medieval buildings and there are water canals running throughout the town.
Falling in love with the serenity in Bruges
Hoping that I could come back someday.











Sunday, January 3, 2016

The Shirt

Hello world!



Peace be upon you! Yes, you. The one who are reading this right now. 
Hello there.



Life is running faster than I think. It runs at the pace that I don't think I can catch up. Not until I reach some point of endurance.


Yesterday, the owner of the house (we refer him as Baba) came to see the light bulbs in my room which has been burnt off since last 2 weeks (can't recall the last time I read my textbook under enough light). While he was talking with the electrician as he fix the lamps, I was there and listening to everything (trying hard to translate everything in my mind though)
As far as I understand, they was talking about the daughter of the electrician whom seems to be in trouble marriage and struggling with life problems. Baba asked him how many daughters left with him (if I'm not mistaken) and he said 2 more. They expressed their worries through du'a phrase (Rabbuna khallikoo). I bet that every dad could relate. Even any parents are more than could.

Suddenly, I miss my dad. Thus, the orange shirt for today. (wear 'em to class this morning)

My dad have words on the clothes we're buying. (of course since he'll be the one who paid for it) However, since I'm getting my shopping done by myself these days, he rarely got to do that for me anymore.

This orange shirt got her own story. My dad bought me the shirt during his trip to Melaka 2 yrs ago. My kakak was asking him to buy one specific shirt at Uniqlo (since there's no Unilqo in Trg) but he returned home with one extra shirt although mine was not from the same store. 

I first thought that the colour was too vibrant, and the lacey was sweet but just too fancy for my age. However, I still bring it with me here, cos deep down in my heart I know that the shirt somehow make me feel the warmness of a father love.


I guess we will never understand our parents worries and concerns. Not until we become one.
Till then, lets be kind to our parents and always be the best daughter/son to them.

O Allah, grant our parents your Jannah. Amin.


During last winter trip, in our hostel room in Prague.



mar d
suluhan lampu studi
JCA violin minus one

p/s: 
be strong..


Tuesday, April 7, 2015

May Peace Be Upon You !





It has been a while.
Yeah. I know.


My life just goes on like usual.
Thus, nothing much happened. Nothing huge enough to be share here.



But.
As I have mention before, I'll write about my winter trip to some of the Eastern countries of Europe last January, if and only if I got some spare time to spend on reminiscing those splendid memories.

And here it comes. The 'spare time' that I'm leisurely spending on basically doing nothing is  actually my 'Easter break'. After a loooooong period of time, weeks and weeks of lectures, rounds and outpatient clinics, I got a week break right after the end of Opthalmology round.

The end round exam was this morning. 
Although I feel sick to the stomach at the thought of taking an exam, I'm relieved that the pain is finally over. (At least for now) Alhamdulillah.



So back to business,

I took the trip to EE with my fellow friends. The five of us managed to get through the main cities of the countries which are Austria, Bosnia - Herzegovina, Croatia, Republic Czech, Hungary. 

We experienced the snow, the rain, the pain and the gain (ok, I'm not kidding. there's things you gain and you lose along the way)

We greeted every new day as the start to new adventure, a journey to see only one part of this big world.





Pics are flooding your way. 


Pigeon Square, Sarajevo


Old Bridge, Mostar

Kravice Falls, Mostar


Dolac Market, Zagreb

Somewhere near the Hungarian Parliament (spot the dome! ) , Budapest

The Hungarian Parliament, Budapest (the night view from the Buda site)

Jumping tourist guy inside the Prague Castle complex. 

A local park in Prague.


Notice that, there is no picture taken in Vienna. While we were in Vienna, the snow shower heavily and (mind you, it was 0 degree Celcius !) I was not prepared (not even have a pair of decent gloves). To get my camera out with bare hands, well that is a no no for me. 
Luckily, Z got extra gloves for me to borrow, making it better than being bare-handed outside in such a cold weather.
I keep my hands inside the pockets along the way, photobombing others' selfies and wefies. Haha. I used my phone camera quite a few times in Vienna, thinking what a waste if I don't capture any single moment of this beautiful city.

In conclusion,the 12 days trip was awesome and I'm really grateful for the opportunity.

At the end of the day, I ask myself a question. If there's only one thing that is the most important, what would that be?

For me, its your attitude towards your surrounding. How you respond to people around you and how you treat them. Because that will make a difference. A huge one.



Until the next time,
pray for a fun ride and successful journey in the new round (ENT) ! Ameeeeen. <3

mar d
sweet spring morning




Monday, April 6, 2015

Waldeinsamkeit

Throwback ;



Dah banyak kali dengar orang cakap Bahasa Arab merupakan bahasa yang kaya.
Ada perkataan-perkataan yang maknanya sangat detail, dan tak boleh diterjemahkan ke bahasa lain dengan menggunakan satu perkataan sahaja.

Dengan kekayaan perbendaharaan kata, ilmu berkembang maju



Wanna share this :



mar d
its been a while. . .

Friday, February 20, 2015

on JPCK '14

Pilihan raya PERUBATAN bakal melabuhkan tirainya.
Perasaan?
Lega, bersyukur, sebak huhuhu

I have a lot on my plate right now. (and I guess it will always be liddat)

"Kewajipan kita adalah lebih banyak daripada waktu yang kita ada, oleh itu bantulah saudaramu tentang cara-cara bagaimana hendak menggunakan masa dengan berfaedah dan jika saudara mempunyai tugas sendiri, maka ringkaskanlah pelaksanaannya," 
Wasiat Hasan al-Banna.

Yeap. Kewajipan kita lebih banyak daripada waktu yang ada. Kerana itu janganlah sia-siakan waktu yang ada.

Tahun 4 ni takkan berulang lagi. Hari ini jam ini saat ini. Semuanya akan berlalu pergi.
Sedarlah wahai diri.


so apepun yang penting sentiasa ikhlaskan niat buat sesuatu tu kerana Allah. Agar semua amal kita menjadi pemberat mizan di akhirat kelak.

OPTHAL is here !

Peace be upon you.

Second sem of Fourth Year is here !
2 rounds down. 2 rounds left.
I'm in my 3rd round now which is Opthalmology which just started like one week ago. 
My day off are on Tuesday and Friday.
Lucky me I got alone time on Tuesday, and a relax start on Wednesday morning (coz the rest of us are having their day-off on Wednesday instead)

Opthal can be interesting but handful to manage at times.
What's the most important thing is to stick to your study timetable and suck all those information in.

Alhamdulillah, I got to spend my winter break in Eastern Europe.
Gonna write smthg about the vacay soon. (if only i got time to do so)

Mehhhh

My checklist for now :
-Buy dept book.
-Enjoy the clinical sessions.
-Keep calm and revise every one past round in one present round.


Lets be more productive and positive !





 Old Town Mostar, Bosnia & Herzegovina <3



Saturday, December 6, 2014

TAMMAT FORTOX Bermulalah COMMED

Been busy for a while now.. Haha, I guess this blog has turned into a big spider web that entraps dust..Wuwuuu

Yeay Alhamdulillah one round has end, leaving me with 3 remaining rounds.
Commed comes next with urmm lots of factful texts and almost half day lectures non stop, but guess what ? Who cares. (I guess) This round only comes once in my lifetime. Making a wise choice ( to keep calm and study hard of course, and not to forget to enjoy the whole 2 months course ) is crucial before you ruined everything with that laziness and negative attitudes. Syiuh syiuh *keep those evil away*

Come on Mar d, cheer up! Just so you know He was there all along watching you from afar.
If the going get tough than just pray to him and ask for His guidance and to give you the strength to move on. He is The One who owns everything in this world. Allah shall know the best for you.
Have you ever notice that ? 




p/s : I just know that you can gain some sort of strength that you never thought you have inside you once you really need it. Just so I know, it was a gift from Allah.


mar d
I keep running and sometime fall from my tracks but sokay  I'll stand up and I'm in once again...everytime ..