Hang On!

Alhamdulillah yesterday marked my last day for IM written exams. Next up is Surgery written exams. I feel super relieved that I finally finish one part of this long MBBCh exam battle smoothly.

Lets work hard for the remaining exams. Keep calm and study and don't let the fear of what the future holds, stops you. 

Don't let negative comments and perceptions get to you. Hang on right there with a winner mindset. 

All the hard times shall pass and while at that, take a look around and you'll find little things that keep you sane. Laugh with the world and have fun!

Love,

yourself

Throwback Greece #3

The bigger your challenge the bigger your opportunity to grow :)

Throwback Greece #2

stay together :)

Throwback Greece #1

be happy :)

I'm Defying . . .

need some courage . .

nope.

a lot of it

till then

:)

LETS MAKE THE BEST OUT OF 2017

Sisters Trip

Just a glimpse of the trip that I took last winter with my little sis and our friends. We decided to travel around Western Europe a bit.

(Probably the most expensive trip I've ever been to *cries*)

However, I still enjoy the trip so much.

London was gloomy and sometimes its raining, but still the city is so pretty. We did a lot of fun things around London and shop till our shoulders drop at the Oxford Street.

Brussels also welcome us with light shower on and off.

Bruges on the other hand is wonderful. The medieval town is looking magical and dreamy. We take a cruise to go around the water canals. Stopped by at the shops selling Belgian laces and chocolates. (basically just stared at the shop windows and stuffed ourselves with crunchy hot french fries)

Amsterdam got us in awe. I love the fact that the city is so convenient to go around by bicycle. Spent a lot of time in the city, went to Albert market to taste fresh made Stroop waffles and cold pressed juice. I even had a chance to get some impulse purchase done at the very last minute. 

Being able to travel with my sis is a huge blessing, seeing that I only have 2 years left here. I'm glad that we decided to do this together. 

Writing this post in order to recap on the trip and reminiscing the great time we spent together. Unexpected events, twists and turns (huhuhu) we made through it all safely. Alhamdulillah

one of the must visit place, london dungeon
(the embankment where the eye of london is)

the chocolate museum Brussels
taking pic with the funny chocolate artist and 5kg block of choc *yumm*

Bruge my fav city
(near the cruise jetty)

Zaanse Schans
learning about cheese making, clogs making, chasing ducks and looking at the colourful windmills 

hang out around the pretty little house

Zaanse Schans
with pretty windmill

London
in line to buy entrance ticket for Madam Tussauds

Amsterdam
steamy hot stroop waffles freshly made upn request in Albert market
best snack in the sweater weather
(buy a couple packs of this at Albert Heijn later on, to bring home haha)

London
in front of the Big Ben
trying to catch all the London icons in one pic 

waiting for the train to Schipol Airport
saying goodbye to Amsterdam

mar d
till the next adventure
ciao

Old Letter

Hi, I'm Mardhiah

I'm a girl who currently live in the town of dust
just a typical life of student
a med student
thats what I am
meds?
yeah, meds
one of the field people believe that is promising
promised you jobs and money
naaaah
its more than just that
studying meds
year by year I realize the important of being
uhm  a very well being person

a doctor do a lot of things involving more than just a diagnosis and prescriptions
we do more than just attending patients
we cater patients needs, to recover in and out
sick people have more than just physical complaints and stuff
they are human with hearts
and sometimes to treat people with hearts
you need to give the best from yours first

I just need to digest all these
time flies
and now I'm in the third year
the feeling of becoming a graduatee 4 years later
is so thrilling and fascinating
but sickening at the same time

me as a regular teenager
found out there is more than  just being a student
we have a lot to prepare ourselves
with
such as wonderful communications skill
having an amazing memorizing skill
very passionate and curious of things
and literally healthy and strong yeap

I don't know what the future holds
but I gather all my yesterdays and today
to achieve what I've been dreaming of
the day may finally comes
you will be stronger day by day
for you to say 
I lived it all



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started to write it during my third yr, and tonight
i'm struggling to find the decent words to end this

mar d
chances never felt this close