First day of Ramadhan 2014.

Assalamualaikum wbt :)

Ahlan ya Ramadhannnn !!

Alhamdulillah nikmat yg begitu besar, Allah kurniakan kita peluang untuk bertemu lagi dengan Ramadhan tahun ini.

Peperiksaan akhir masih berbaki satu subjek, Parasitology. 
Sedang berusaha memahamkan segala macam arthropod, helminthes dan protozoa (mereka semua mahluk Allah jua) yang berkeliaran di atas muka bumi ini.

Study leave utk Parasit cuma 4 hari. Begitu singkat, jadi nak taknak mesti recharge balik semangat yang dah kendur dek pertarungan yang begitu panjang.

Yosh, usaha gigih. Ilmu tahun 3 ni perlu digenggam kuat-kuat. Tambah-tambah ni tahun last pre-clinical. 
All out. Okeh ?

In 2 weeks or so I'll be flying home.
Wow. Can't wait.
Should make my to-do list for summer break.

I really miss them.

mar d
rajin dan qawiy

Tetaplah Bekerja Keras

Assalamualaikum wbt :)

Alhamdulillah syukur. 

Tamat lah sudah practical exams (except for Pharma sbb gabung dgn written)
Perasaan ?
Hmm, gembira dan lega.
Pract Patho antara yang berat dipikul, huhuk
Subject major la katakan.

Dengan berakhirnya exam Patho tadi,

bermulalah study weeks yang panjang,

sebelum berperang di medan peperiksaan untuk paper written pulak.

Rasa macam cepat je masa berlalu, tup tup dah nak habis tahun 3.

Next year insyaAllah masuk clinical years pulak.

Lagilah banyak benda alah nak fikir, nak tumpu, nak cater.

Cepatnya umur berlalu sehari-hari. Apa lah amalan yang nak dibawa nanti.

Klu syurga yang di-idamkan, apa pula usaha yg dibuat utk mendapatkannya ? :)

*kenyit mata tanya diri sendri, lulz*

Seperti yang Allah sebut dalam Al-Quran surah As-Syahr 94:7

"Maka apabila engkau telah selesai  dari satu urusan, maka tetaplah bekerja keras dalam urusan yang lain pula. "

Chaiyok semua! :) Semoga semua urusan kita menuntut ilmu ini menjadi pemberat timbangan amal di akhirat kelak.

Dengan menuntut ilmu, maka bertambahlah iman hendaknya.

Bittaufiq wannajah !

*membilang hari untuk pulang ke 1828.

**tak sabar nak dapatkan Rockestra. Arghh, my wishlist for books sudah berjela.

mar d

itqan

Semalam

Hasbunallah wani'mal wakeel

hari semalam dalam sejarah

from that very gate shown in the pic

the first building in the right is where I am during the chaos

masih meneruskan pembelajaran

kelas terakhir utk hari tersebut

terdengar bunyi kekecohan di luar dan bunyi tembakan 

beberapa pelajar yang kebetulan berada di luar dewan kami, berlari masuk

pakcik-pakcik maintainance dewan

pun turut sama masuk

 doktor ambil keputusan utk teruskan kelas

doktor cuba untuk kekal tenang

dan minta kami bertenang

Kelas lymphoid diteruskan

sepanjang satu jam

suara doktor menyampaikan syarahan

berselang seli dengan bunyi beberapa das tembakan dilepaskan

mata dah pedih akibat tear gas

semua orang cuak

tambah-tambah bila sedar

beberapa orang kawan tiada dalam kuliah 

kerana keluar untuk solat Zohor 

dan ada juga yang ke tandas

tambah cuak bila cuba dihubungi tak dapat-dapat

aku yang bru shaja tiba di kelas sejurus sebelum lecturer masuk

mmg cuak

kerana 10-20 minit sebelum kejadian

aku di luar dewan 

ke surau untuk solat

dan turun untuk membeli makanan di kafeteria

bagaimana jika saat itu aku tersangkut di kafeteria

menunggu pesanan siap

(sebab horus kadang-kadang sgt sesak dgn pelanggan)

selesai kelas

pakcik mintak kami semua balik segera

kami diarah keluar dr bangunan lecture hall melalui tangga belakang

mmdgkn tangga utama yg terletak betul-betul dihadapan pintu dewan, 

menghala ke arah jalan besar menuju gate 

dimana the chaos took place

we held hands

and walked as fast as we can

in meantime, we see

ada pelajar-pelajar cuba

lari ke arah gate

untuk lwn balik

mereka-mereka yang cuba serang pelajar

terhenti seketika

tergamam kami yang melihat

tidak pernah kami saksikan peristiwa seperti ini

dengan mata kepala sendiri

dan pakcik menjerit lagi

'Bi sur'ah ! '
Cepat !

Kami mempercepatkan langkah

keluar dari uni melalui gate depan

Kebanyakan pelajar dan kakitangan sudah berpusu-pusu keluar

Alhamdulillah Allah selamatkan semuanya

tiada pelindung bagi kami selain Allah

kepadaMU kami bertawakkal dan bergantung harap

*ada kwn-kwn di uni lain sudah lali dengan situasi sebegini

betapa Allah berikan ketabahan pada mereka

** terus berdoa untuk keamanan Mesir& keadilan untuk yang tertindas

*** seseorang berpesan kepada kami hari ini, perangilah perkara yang zalim

hatta dengan sekadar membenci dengan hati 

(kerana ianya tanda selemah-lemah iman, dan

 itulah garisan yang memisahkn golongan hak dan golongan batil)

mar d

tawakkal pada Allah

of Tournament and Defying gravity.

Assalamualaikum wbt !
Today is my first attempt on joining a netball tournament (At ICE 2.0 interchapter games)  during my stay here in Cairo.

(which is not a really bad idea after all, or is it bad ? haha you're telling me)


The tournament was held in Tanta which is a couple hours of journey from Cairo.
Every PC sent two teams and that makes a total of 14 teams competing.

It was fun and tiring (well a lil bit, we only play 2 rounds and I'm complaining, such a whiny pfft)
I spend my whole week (since last Saturday) to practice and learn some tips and skills from my friends who play for PCK last year (and they're joining again this year, yeayy)

For the sake of 'just-wanna-record-these-moments',
I want to state here that we lost in both rounds, 
but I still feel the satisfaction of being able to try.

I mean, sport is really ain't my thang. 

However, watching all my friends play make me think and wonder
what its like to be a player, a teammate,
practice for hours,
build the trust within your team,
working hard to work things out during the game,
the feel of victory when you win,
and being tough when you lose.

I choose to give it a shot
Well, you never know your limit if you don't push yourself some more, don't you think so?
and you never feel the joy of doing something until you do it yourself :)

and today Allah gives me a chance to have a taste of being part of the sport team.
I feel grateful for all the experiences and new things that I learned along the way.
Alhamdulillah ~


I'm still thinking though,
whether netball is really worth pursuing.
(with my current level? hmm)

Hikhik.
or we'll try other new things.

Paragliding anyone ?
Lol.

#sportthediversity #defyingmyowngravity #workthosemuscles
#badansehatpartofmuwasofattarbiyah #kempenbersenam






*Met my jr Ai in Tanta. She is already staying here for like a year and half yet today is our first time meeting each other in Egypt. #overexcited overjoy

**Pharma midterm next week on Tuesday. Pray for us. #keep calm and study


mar d
let's play

with Dr. Hoda Helmy

Good evening !!! :)

Today is our last class with Dr Hoda Helmy. :(
She has been very very nice to us and always give her lecture in a very interesting and understandable manner.

One rule to remember, you should never open the Parasitology textbook and looking at it during her lecture.

She prefer for us to give full attention and listen well to her explaination.

One time we were discussing Acanthamoeba keratitis, she commented on how we should never rub our eyes too hard, to avoid damage and abrasion to the cornea. She also said that she doesn't prefer laser eyeball surgery because we should't do anything that can harm our eyes (for the sake of perfect vision) while spectacles is just good (and she said it look nice too)

This is one of the reasons I like Dr. Hoda. She loves to share her opinion with us. She says what is in her minds and communicates with us.

Like when she told us about a bug that sucks blood but have a really beautiful appearance.

She described it well and did a good job trying to make us pay attention in class.

At the end of the class today, she even gives us her few words of advice ;

-eat well

-keep yourself warm

-study well

We thanked her and bid farewell, and with a big smile she sent us away.

I will surely miss her class. She have been like a mother to us. Always saying that we are beautiful girls and other nice things.

Looking forward to meet her again !

#feeling sad #kinda love Parasitology now

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  

Her step. My step.

Assalamualaikum wbt
Long time no write, huh ?

So many things happened in this past 2 weeks. 

Well, let the wind blows them all away.

I'm starting new.

Long hours lecture, quizzes, assignments and extra lessons. 

To all my fellow third year-ians,

InsyaAllah we will get thru this term smoothly.

*I'm coping*

*        *        *

Pernah tak baca buku motivasi 

atau yg seangkatan dengannya

dan dia suruh kita listkan kekuatan dan kelemahan kita

our good qualities and our bad habits/attitudes

something like that

sejujurnya selalu je terserempak dengan babak di atas

namun tak pernah pun cuba untuk ambil serius

atau cuba meng-list kan

sobs

sebab rasa macam benda tu semua tak penting

dan macam tak membantu

dan macam syok sendiri, eh ?

tapi 

ada jugak terfikir 

why don't we take a shot ?

kalau cuba buat tak rugi

mungkin ia takkan bagi apa-apa kesan pada kita

tapi 

mungkin jugak 

kita akan dapat rasakan perbezaannya

kita dapat bertemu titik tumpu

untuk memulakan 

atau mengatur kembali

kita punya future windows

berdasarkan apa yang kita percaya diri kita mampu capai

dan apa yang kita rasa kita mahu capai/ubah

dan

kekal fokus !

masih belum terlambat

sebab ruang-ruang untuk penambahbaikan (baca : room for improvement)

sentiasa terbuka untuk kita

sebagai seorang insan biasa

#Jom cuba ! #self-help mode #SPM leavers ? #random

*Keputusan SPM 2013 keluar harini. Alhamdulillah B my lil sister got 'A lurus'.

Flashbacks keep running in my head around the days when I was an SPM leaver. 

All my thoughts, emotions and my look on life. 

I hope she will do just fine thinking 'bout her next big step towards a new beginning. 

I am ready to share my experiences and help her with anything I can.

(make sure she do enough research, know what she truly interested in, and not to forget solat istikharah & doa as you want Allah to guide you to the best choice)

I think everyone will do the same by offering her helps and advices,

but still, she is the one who will walk the path.

All the best B. 

**Note to me self : 

" Never stop working hard to improve your quality of life, because you can achieve more and do more to lead a better life, here and in the hereafter insyaAllah :) "

mar d

may Allah ease our journey

shout out : I really miss home !

Winter Break Ends.

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Lusa 8 Mac, dan kuliah akan bermula seperti biasa.

Sem Dua datang dengan jadual yang lebih padat sebab tarikh mula kelas asyik delayed.

Menyusun timetable serta target yang hendak dicapai sepanjang sem baru ini.

Perjuangan belum selesai.
Ternyata baki Tahun 3 ni betul-betul akan menguji kekentalan mental&fizikal.

' . . at the end I decided to go for it . . . then it wouldn't be the end but a new beginning'

' . . dare to dream a bigger dream, then you will reach a better place or get what you really want . . '

' . .  let your faith be bigger than your fears . .'

No action without target or purpose.

Don't argue too much with yourself & overthink, ignore some or else they will control you.

* * *

Saying goodbye to the holidays.
This year winter break truly means a lot to me.
The places I visit, the people I met, the problem I encountered, the joys and the fun, the ups and downs.

New friendships grow, old bonds glow. 

I'm making new good memories :) 

Lead a meaningful life. 

Learn a thing or two (  or more ? )

Fruit popsicles !!
at Porto Sukhnah recently for GO! (GENII's Outing)

May Allah ease our journey in the new term. Bittaufiq wannajah !

mar d

stay focus and work harder