Saturday, July 7, 2012

Suddenly I See .. (It is just the matter of time)

May peace be upon you :)

Today is an epic day.

I got a phone call.


Someone came to my house with surprisingly awesome yet unexpected wish.


someone try to ring the bell.
hit the red button.
kick start the cycle.
hahaha
whatever you called it


This is one serious business I thought.
Then, it hit me.
If this is going to happen. Soon.
I should be prepared. Me, myself.
As in taking responsibilities.
Well, I'm taking responsibilities, but not in total.
As a middle child you live the life with less things to be worried about.
Because you have the elder siblings that will handle the situation and save the day.



This is fast.
I really don't ever expect something like this will come up in this time being.
I mean, there are no hints dropped.
I guess life is nothing but surprise.
Huaaaaa.


Okay, lets move on to the next phase.
The accept-this-as-reality phase is done.


The next phase.
Think about what will I be in the future.
Changes. Can I handle this?


Will it be sooner or later?
How am I going to react?
Hueeeee


In conclusion,
I know that
I'm willing to help, with everything I can.
Advice or solutions.
I will suggest the best that I can came up with.

I will support the decision made.
Although, I will be sad to stay apart.
Somehow that is life.
We are all sisters and we are always be there for each other.


Even if there is probability that it will not going to be so soon, I'm still thinking that the best thing to do right now is to be totally prepared. 


Plus, I must be there, I want to get involved. 
This is GREAT ! B)
I'm truly excited.
Hehehehe.
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‎"..... boleh jadi kamu benci tentang sesuatu padahal ia baik bagi kamu, 
dan boleh jadi kamu suka sesuatu padahal ia buruk bagi kamu 
dan (ingatlah) , Allah jualah yang mengetahui (semuanya itu) , 
sedang kamu tidak mengetahuinya "


( Al-Baqarah : 216 )





mar d
counting days


7th of July